Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Listening to Zebrahead - Fly Daze
I saw this on the internet, and it was semi interesting. Well enjoy...
Rock!
I saw this on the internet, and it was semi interesting. Well enjoy...
Rock!
# posted by Patrick : 2:00 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
Listening to the hum of my computer. What a sexy sound?
I recently read Erin's blog and saw a very disturbing post. She said:
"I can't wait! I got the best news ever!!!!
Im going to see my boyfriend. Next weekend. I'm flying in, renting a car then heading to his sisters to pick him to head to our cozy room on the beach. Im so excited. Hopefully I don't get sunburnt however I'm not to worried about it becuase I don't know how much time will be spent outside of our room.
Ok later yo,
Red"
First of all you ARE white. Not black! Don’t use “yo”.
Now, usually I can understand that someone is excited to see their significant other, but in this case, Erin is not trying to say that she is happy to see him. I can tell you that she’s not going down there to play Boggle, or Scrabble. She is telling everyone that she is only going down to Florida for sex. Again, this is not the upsetting point of what she wrote. The upsetting thing is why she wrote it.
I've known of Erin for a little over a year, and from what I've gathered about her; she is usually doesn't talk about sex. She is very "hush hush" about the whole idea. She' never wanted anyone to know how many times she's had sex, or with how many guys. But my question is: Why would she say that she is going to have sex?
One theory is that she has evolved into a normal human being that doesn't care about what other people think. This would be a huge victory for her, because it means that she can be a normal part of society that doesn't have to cause drama in other people's lives to make her feel good about being herself. But, c'mon... this is Erin! As if she'd ever mature.
Theory #2 is that she is still a cold hearted bitch that just wants to strike back at people who have really cared about her in the past. She thinks that this is a "big fuck you" to them who thought that her and Isaac wouldn't make it. Well Erin, I can say this:
WE REALLY DON'T CARE IF YOU AND ISAAC MAKE IT OR NOT. Sure, we want Isaac to be happy, and if he wants you then more power to him, but if he doesn't want your skanky ass, well I won't loose any sleep over it. Because Erin, no one really cares if you fuck Isaac or not. So no one needs to know. So shut your slutty ass up.
And another thing, how the fuck are you going to rent a car? I can't rent a car and I'm older than you, or are you going to blow someone at the car rental place too? Oh yeah, I forgot you don’t give head. Poor Isaac. Or are you parents going to rent a car because they are going with you?
Erin, we don't care about you anymore. I never liked you to begin with. I knew you'd be nothing but problems, and look...that is what you've become. Fuck off.
I recently read Erin's blog and saw a very disturbing post. She said:
"I can't wait! I got the best news ever!!!!
Im going to see my boyfriend. Next weekend. I'm flying in, renting a car then heading to his sisters to pick him to head to our cozy room on the beach. Im so excited. Hopefully I don't get sunburnt however I'm not to worried about it becuase I don't know how much time will be spent outside of our room.
Ok later yo,
Red"
First of all you ARE white. Not black! Don’t use “yo”.
Now, usually I can understand that someone is excited to see their significant other, but in this case, Erin is not trying to say that she is happy to see him. I can tell you that she’s not going down there to play Boggle, or Scrabble. She is telling everyone that she is only going down to Florida for sex. Again, this is not the upsetting point of what she wrote. The upsetting thing is why she wrote it.
I've known of Erin for a little over a year, and from what I've gathered about her; she is usually doesn't talk about sex. She is very "hush hush" about the whole idea. She' never wanted anyone to know how many times she's had sex, or with how many guys. But my question is: Why would she say that she is going to have sex?
One theory is that she has evolved into a normal human being that doesn't care about what other people think. This would be a huge victory for her, because it means that she can be a normal part of society that doesn't have to cause drama in other people's lives to make her feel good about being herself. But, c'mon... this is Erin! As if she'd ever mature.
Theory #2 is that she is still a cold hearted bitch that just wants to strike back at people who have really cared about her in the past. She thinks that this is a "big fuck you" to them who thought that her and Isaac wouldn't make it. Well Erin, I can say this:
WE REALLY DON'T CARE IF YOU AND ISAAC MAKE IT OR NOT. Sure, we want Isaac to be happy, and if he wants you then more power to him, but if he doesn't want your skanky ass, well I won't loose any sleep over it. Because Erin, no one really cares if you fuck Isaac or not. So no one needs to know. So shut your slutty ass up.
And another thing, how the fuck are you going to rent a car? I can't rent a car and I'm older than you, or are you going to blow someone at the car rental place too? Oh yeah, I forgot you don’t give head. Poor Isaac. Or are you parents going to rent a car because they are going with you?
Erin, we don't care about you anymore. I never liked you to begin with. I knew you'd be nothing but problems, and look...that is what you've become. Fuck off.
# posted by Patrick : 12:43 AM
Friday, April 09, 2004
Listening to my soda fizzing next to me.
I know you'll prolly never see this blog, but I really don't care. You are a panzie ass piece of shit. Always thinking of yourself, and never about others. You think you are sooo cool and that everyone should feel sorry for you. Well, I don't care. Fuck off. I don't ever want you to come around again. If I never saw you again, I could live my life just fine. If you were there when I needed you, things might be different, because I was always there for you. When you were in a jam, I always got you out. You needed help, I helped you. Now...well... now I'll pretend you're gone forever. Fuck off!
If you, the readers, read this, and have NO idea what the hell I am talking about, then I was NOT writing about you. This is ment for one person, and no one else.
If you have a question leave it in my guest book, and maybe I'll answer it. Maybe.
I know you'll prolly never see this blog, but I really don't care. You are a panzie ass piece of shit. Always thinking of yourself, and never about others. You think you are sooo cool and that everyone should feel sorry for you. Well, I don't care. Fuck off. I don't ever want you to come around again. If I never saw you again, I could live my life just fine. If you were there when I needed you, things might be different, because I was always there for you. When you were in a jam, I always got you out. You needed help, I helped you. Now...well... now I'll pretend you're gone forever. Fuck off!
If you, the readers, read this, and have NO idea what the hell I am talking about, then I was NOT writing about you. This is ment for one person, and no one else.
If you have a question leave it in my guest book, and maybe I'll answer it. Maybe.
# posted by Patrick : 2:15 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
Here we go. I have a feeling that this post might piss off a lot of people.
Why is it that people feel that they don't need to work and that having a social life if THE most important thing in life? I just don't get it. It seems dumb to me that people feel that they are content to be broke and not try to succeed. I mean, if your not making enough money at what you're doing, then why do you get a different job, or if you like your job, then get a second one. Barrowing money from your friends is not the answer. Because, people look at it like gambling, you take/give what you can afford to loose. Some have given more than others, but what is the likelihood that they will get their money back? Slim to none and slim has left the building.
Don't get me wrong, I feel that friends are important, but they are not important enough to get fired from a job, or the reason you shouldn't get a second job to pay your bills. If you need the money you should just bite the bullet and do a shitty job you hate to get that extra cash. You can always put in your two weeks and leave it if you really can't stand it, but quitting is not the answer either.
People that hire you are depending on you to do a job. They put their faith in you to complete it to the best of your abilities, and when people don't do that, it really pisses me off. By taking a job you are supposed to be committing yourself to that job, to do that job. Not to just try it out and then fuck someone over if you don't like it. Maybe it just me and I feel that it is the honorable thing to do, by putting in your two weeks.
I really do care about my friends. I REALLY do. I've tried to be as good of a friend as I can. I know I don't have a ton of time to just go out whenever I feel like it, but I've made promises and commitments. If they need something I do try to do whatever I can for whoever it is, even if I'm being my usual asshole self. I've been sick at least 6 times in the last 5 months, because I'm working myself to my wits end, but I can lay down at the end of the night and feel proud of what I've done that day.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've been trying to do for myself and I've been trying to help others and when I don't see that comment in someone else that I've helped, it really hurts me. My best friend never gave me up when it could have helped his situation, and for that I owe. Even if I have repaid for that, I still feel that I owe. I will never forget that. NEVER. I won't stop trying, and I don't want to see someone else taking easy road when the harder one will help them in the long run. That's fucking bull shit.
Or questioning a parents motives when you don't live in that house. You don't know what goes on in that house. If you live there or you’re getting the other side of the story then you can form an opinion. I try not to, but I'm human too. No one has any idea what a child can put a parent through, or until you've been there. People my age demand that they get treated like an adult, but in a parents eyes you are still their son or daughter. I've done some shitty things to my parents. I don't think that I've been the worst son, but I haven't been the best. I do know this...they still love me, and they won't give up on me. I would have to make them stop trying, because everybody has thresholds, and they can be broken. Some people may have broken those, some maybe close, but you should still try to be a good son or daughter. Respect what they say even if you don't agree with it. Don't get me wrong, parents can be wrong too and sometimes a little revolution is healthy, but look at what you are arguing about. Think about what you are going to do to them and decide if it's worth it. A lot of times it's not.
Lying is a huge thing that can break a parent or a friend. It is one of the most terrible things you can do to a person. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about what some people have done to one another. Now, I'm not trying to say that I am some "angel". I am NOT. I've done some very shitty things. But FUCK OFF if you think that you can just tell someone something and go behind their back and do another.
Fuck. I’m done with this.
Why is it that people feel that they don't need to work and that having a social life if THE most important thing in life? I just don't get it. It seems dumb to me that people feel that they are content to be broke and not try to succeed. I mean, if your not making enough money at what you're doing, then why do you get a different job, or if you like your job, then get a second one. Barrowing money from your friends is not the answer. Because, people look at it like gambling, you take/give what you can afford to loose. Some have given more than others, but what is the likelihood that they will get their money back? Slim to none and slim has left the building.
Don't get me wrong, I feel that friends are important, but they are not important enough to get fired from a job, or the reason you shouldn't get a second job to pay your bills. If you need the money you should just bite the bullet and do a shitty job you hate to get that extra cash. You can always put in your two weeks and leave it if you really can't stand it, but quitting is not the answer either.
People that hire you are depending on you to do a job. They put their faith in you to complete it to the best of your abilities, and when people don't do that, it really pisses me off. By taking a job you are supposed to be committing yourself to that job, to do that job. Not to just try it out and then fuck someone over if you don't like it. Maybe it just me and I feel that it is the honorable thing to do, by putting in your two weeks.
I really do care about my friends. I REALLY do. I've tried to be as good of a friend as I can. I know I don't have a ton of time to just go out whenever I feel like it, but I've made promises and commitments. If they need something I do try to do whatever I can for whoever it is, even if I'm being my usual asshole self. I've been sick at least 6 times in the last 5 months, because I'm working myself to my wits end, but I can lay down at the end of the night and feel proud of what I've done that day.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I've been trying to do for myself and I've been trying to help others and when I don't see that comment in someone else that I've helped, it really hurts me. My best friend never gave me up when it could have helped his situation, and for that I owe. Even if I have repaid for that, I still feel that I owe. I will never forget that. NEVER. I won't stop trying, and I don't want to see someone else taking easy road when the harder one will help them in the long run. That's fucking bull shit.
Or questioning a parents motives when you don't live in that house. You don't know what goes on in that house. If you live there or you’re getting the other side of the story then you can form an opinion. I try not to, but I'm human too. No one has any idea what a child can put a parent through, or until you've been there. People my age demand that they get treated like an adult, but in a parents eyes you are still their son or daughter. I've done some shitty things to my parents. I don't think that I've been the worst son, but I haven't been the best. I do know this...they still love me, and they won't give up on me. I would have to make them stop trying, because everybody has thresholds, and they can be broken. Some people may have broken those, some maybe close, but you should still try to be a good son or daughter. Respect what they say even if you don't agree with it. Don't get me wrong, parents can be wrong too and sometimes a little revolution is healthy, but look at what you are arguing about. Think about what you are going to do to them and decide if it's worth it. A lot of times it's not.
Lying is a huge thing that can break a parent or a friend. It is one of the most terrible things you can do to a person. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about what some people have done to one another. Now, I'm not trying to say that I am some "angel". I am NOT. I've done some very shitty things. But FUCK OFF if you think that you can just tell someone something and go behind their back and do another.
Fuck. I’m done with this.
# posted by Patrick : 11:19 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
Yeah...I said I was gonna post last week. I didn't. But, if you want to read about hate read this blog:
http://www.iffland.blogspot.com/
This should take care of your need for hate, untill I get it back in me.
http://www.iffland.blogspot.com/
This should take care of your need for hate, untill I get it back in me.
# posted by Patrick : 7:07 AM
Monday, February 09, 2004
Ok. I'm getting mad with a lot of things in my life and I may or may not bring up everything that I want to in the next post (comming later before Friday February 13, 2004). I'm debating what I want to say, because what I can say will really piss a lot of people off, but on the other hand honesty is the best policy. Fuck. No F's here. Just...fuck.
Later.
Later.
# posted by Patrick : 12:57 PM
Saturday, December 13, 2003
Listening to my vent at work.
Yeah I'm bored, and what do you do when you are bored? Anything you can. For example, while surfing the web someone had this on thier site, so I had to take the quiz. Here it is:
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
Guys who read this should note the words next to the rating. Remember 16 will get you 20.
Yeah I'm bored, and what do you do when you are bored? Anything you can. For example, while surfing the web someone had this on thier site, so I had to take the quiz. Here it is:
My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
Guys who read this should note the words next to the rating. Remember 16 will get you 20.
# posted by Patrick : 3:06 PM
